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Gaheris Rhade ([personal profile] truth_is_cold) wrote2013-03-28 10:00 pm

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Deal with this however you deem necessary. I don't care. I don't have any information that I can give outside of a functioning warden item and the assurance that there is still food available. What I do care about is that the people demoted, some of them worked hard to get there.

I sometimes have doubted my abilities as a warden, but I don't doubt that my inmate needs me. That as an inmate, there were intolerable conditions that no one should have to go through. And it wasn't the torture of alternate histories, it wasn't a lack of food or necessities, it wasn't the conflicts that we had to rise to. It was the indifference. We were disposable, we knew we were disposable. Many of the wardens here- new wardens that fought their way up from that -that gave their own lives meaning again rather than just hoping that they would find a permanent death.

They have to stand here and be told that was for nothing? Just because they know it's hard. Just because they have to look at their inmate and face the same odds that they faced, they have to be told that they don't deserve what they earned? These people are not punch clocks. None of us were.

Most of us had some warden that believed in us, even if it wasn't our own. So those of you that were demoted that worked hard to get here, those of you that feel guilty and worthless, or remotely incapable, this judgment is absolutely false. If you have it in you to disagree with any of this insanity, that's just as flawed. And to the current Admiral, I think you know it as well as I do.

[Spam for Ben]

[Rhade knows that Ben needs him, and he's not got the capacity to do any bridge raids. So it's Ben's room that he goes to next. He thumps on the door, and has a look either way down the hall.]
routemistress: (Hmmm)

[personal profile] routemistress 2013-03-29 10:32 am (UTC)(link)
I'm pissed off with 'is attitude an' I'm pissed off with bein' told I'm a time-server that's only 'ere to use people to get something I want. Our impostor already did that once, I don't need it from any bugger else.

...I get you. None taken.
routemistress: (Default)

[personal profile] routemistress 2013-03-29 10:39 am (UTC)(link)
Fair enough. All right, dead man, but don't forget we're not all you.
darknessb4me: (the shit are you talking about?)

[personal profile] darknessb4me 2013-03-29 12:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Who are you? Was I talking to you?

Your deal is important to you. If it wasn't, you wouldn't have come.
routemistress: (Default)

[personal profile] routemistress 2013-03-29 12:43 pm (UTC)(link)
It is, but it's one I found 'ere. After I volunteered. 'Ow about I carry on not making irrelevant assumptions about your motives, sunshine, an' you do the same for me?
darknessb4me: (oh no u dint)

[personal profile] darknessb4me 2013-03-29 12:46 pm (UTC)(link)
In case it wasn't clear, I don't give a damn what you assume.
routemistress: (Default)

[personal profile] routemistress 2013-03-29 12:53 pm (UTC)(link)
...Whatever. Look, you've been 'ere longer than anyone. Current working theory's that this is a former passenger with a chip on their shoulder. Any names springin' to your mind when you 'ear that?
darknessb4me: (right ok)

[personal profile] darknessb4me 2013-03-29 12:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Should I go alphabetically, or in the order that they realized they could leave and did so?
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[personal profile] routemistress 2013-03-29 12:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Whichever's faster, chuck.
darknessb4me: (regards you)

[personal profile] darknessb4me 2013-03-29 01:03 pm (UTC)(link)
That was sarcasm. How is this any less arbitrary than the Admiral's usual behavior?
routemistress: (Default)

[personal profile] routemistress 2013-03-29 01:04 pm (UTC)(link)
They've admitted to not bein' the usual Admiral. Fine, don't 'elp if you don't want.
darknessb4me: (oh no u dint)

[personal profile] darknessb4me 2013-03-29 01:05 pm (UTC)(link)
That's not what I asked.

How is this new Admiral any worse?
routemistress: (Default)

[personal profile] routemistress 2013-03-29 01:07 pm (UTC)(link)
If you're not interested in 'elping, chuck, I'm not interested in explaining to you why I want it.
darknessb4me: (slouch of villainy)

[personal profile] darknessb4me 2013-03-29 01:10 pm (UTC)(link)
You were so eager to share your opinions a second ago.